This life is so amazing when you realize that God is in it. Precious moments filled with His presence are too numerous to count. The courage to believe in Him is an even greater feat, but when you do, life makes sense and you begin to wonder why you didn't believe in Him sooner. The end result of life without God is suffering, pain and great depths of frustration. I know all too well this pain of life without Him, and it's a life that I would rather forget. However, my past is etched in my mind, and yet because of God, it no longer has a hold on me. My eyes were opened to the majesty and miraculousness of God and I found out that He takes the past, with all of its pain, and He gives it color and purpose. He even uses it to help others. Only a God of Love can do this. Every day we make decisions not really understanding where they may take us, but the greatest decision that I've ever made was in choosing Jesus, and In Him, my decision has led me to Life. I pray u make the same choice - "Today I have given you the choice between life and death, between blessings and cursings. Now I call  on heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. Oh that you would choose life, so that you and your descendants may live"
(Deuteronomy 30:19). Be blessed!!